Monday, March 29, 2021

from full moon rays

  

The devilish tortures we
put ourselves through,
insist we must do,
for the sake of being social.
 
 
 
the lower 99 pay for everything -- look
at the 1%ers refusing to pay even their paltry
unfair share so often.
this nation is ours --
we ought to control how we destroy or,
better, mend it
 
 
 
 These Republican anti-voter shenanigans
reminds me of the scene in "Guys and Dolls"
at the crap game where Big Jule has insisted
they play with his spotless dice. 
Harry the Horse says that  "With honest dice, Big Jule
cannot make a pass to save his soul."
 
 
 
How about an updated Oregon Trail type
adventure game following migrants from
Central America to the US border?
 
 
 
Faintly flowered,
soft evening breeze
carries today
past our horizon.
 
 
 
Why give them the credence to care,
to react to their rants?
Watch closely enough to avoid
attack,
while continuing to do what
truly needs doing to achieve
our goals.
 
 
 
Feel free
in your breath,
your moves.
The You that watches
wants all yous
to feel good. 
 
 
[from full moon rays]
 
 
 
I went there.
I liked it.
It felt like home
to this weary Crone,
to stop and stay.
 
Learning carefully, joyfully,
to weave clouds and rainbows
inside my open window.
Smelling Spring waft through
this magical room,
I dance myself stories and laugh.
Remember healing laughter?
Not the mean jokes, rough sneers,
prayers for disasters to save us.
Neighbors deride and betray us
-- why would we stay if we had
a chance?
Why would I get caught in
such a tragic trance?
Who did I think I would
become?
How did I believe I was
the only one
not in on the game?
 
Anti-communicate:  throw
words without their soul.
Make noise to detract from
making sense.
Over time we find, each alone:
We're disappearing from our lives.


3/25-29/21
 
 

Thursday, March 25, 2021

lighting hope

  

what I mind about the pro-gun effort is
not so much the guns (mere objects)
as the attitude of arrogant irresponsibility,
fearmongering and escalation of violence
 
 
 
 
I have been consciously nonbinary for years now –
a useful discipline to look for more alternatives
when presented with either/or
 
 
 
 
I like the theater of the talking filibuster,
which would make more sense with a rule
requiring the talking be about the actual bill in question. 
This could be a means of informing the public
about the bill's particulars and the arguments
against it.  It would mean that bills couldn't be
merely disappeared  as a matter of course,
but instead would have vast public exposure
and dialog, the whole press hysteria.
I imagine that full sunlight on the GOP
dirty tricks and cynicism could usefully add
to that dialog.  It might be a fun project. 
However, I am certainly open to any
suggestions and a continuing conversation.
 
 
 
Me, whatever that means --
mammal caught up in social fantasy.
Unaware of my chance to be,
feel reality as wind on bare skin,
as air, circulating within,
as impermanent memories.
This quiet quest to discover,
define humanity,
creatures atune to music,
masters of delusion, insanity,
art. Blind action, wise contemplation,
savage nations, violent revenge,
cycling, devaluing.
 
 
 
I wonder if any of these mass shooters,
consciously or not,
are doing what they can to promote
gun reform.
 
 
 
What have I go give
as I fade, escape like helium
from an aging balloon?
Looming, a spectre of allegiance,
affection, gratitude, familial amity.
Surging smile of grace, of blessing
of friendship beyond boundary of
mundane reality.
Please, never believe your love
less than profoundly valued.
 
 
 
3/23-25/21

Friday, March 19, 2021

blazing ahead (in progress)

                                                                                         * 

sea sounds, dank odor of lowtide,
creeping Spring carries melt of harsher climes.
She stokes the fire to remember warmth
when the Sun was high and strong, and present.
Fire has its own secrets, its own order.
As do we all, each our own furnace,
nurturing a flame that is destiny.
So old, She has been burnt by many flames --
blistered, scarred, hardened.
She still feels every one, tastes
fiery spice, seasonings, marinades.
 
* 
"Was I a woman, then, upon the Earth,
feeling sweet breeze of early Spring
uplift my being when returning birds
and budlings made ready for new beginnings?"
 
* 
Her every motion, every smile, every word
is a prayer of grace.
Her touch, her kiss, her breath
like a desert spring, encourages life as celebration.
 
* 
Spring was a torrent of clarity, precious rain,
Earth coarse, ready for fecund pleasure.
Queen of night in daylight's realm
obsessed in flowering,
roses and daffodils,
valleys and nubile hills.
 
* 
Kind wind, scent of Spring,
travels still extending.
Tingle of choice
bound up in change.
Colours mingle, edge into
mauves and teals, wisps of shade
and Sun,
tender, poignant,
a drifting melody.
 
* 
Passion resurrects in Spring,
uplifted from weathered ground,
returned to sensuality.
Fire’s essentiality
well-heed, well-come, well-found.
Risen out from sacred water
into prophetic air.
Sing!  (o’brilliant fling of sparkling)
* 
startled Moon, Faery Queen or fabled harlot,
stirs perfumed night blooms,
expelling myths of what we cannot bear.
* 
Spells of renewal, of power to reflect
upon faltering, to perceive seed now grown,
re-blend still and ever. 
Invoking destiny of dissolving age,
hint of flame tinting horizon before true dawn.
Taste piquant peace in each breath,
each incarnation.
Draw strength to impeccably recharge.
 
* 
Anxious remnants of winters,
layered ice memories,
frozen bleak hellstorms of regret.
Unrelenting chill, sludge miserable, wet.
Yet the willing may recall,
hear adventure’s primal reverie,
surge ahead, new forays toward peace
every spring.
* 
 
* 
Renewal
* 
* 
Lavish blooming trees,
branches sway,
pick up tempo.
Jiggin’ 'n' jivin'.
Jaunty flaunt of Spring.
Look at us flounce our skirts,
roll our hips,
licking our lips
ready to rollick, unkink,
uncork pleasure’s blaze.
* 
Let the goodtimes roll
down fresh verdant hillside,
winter's sorrows
spilling out like seed.
Cleansed free.
Elegant foolery open to bountiful showers.
Flagrant flowers, emergent liberation.
Layered legend long ripens, tangled,
mired below in
torpid traipse through dust and gloom.
Swept into light as destiny,
revealed by labor of cultivation,
excavated, bestowed honored place
in ritual chorus.
Celebrate
‘round hallow table, exultant vibration.
Energies blend, fuse.
Recombinant winds call timeless tunes.
Rhythmic movements re- and un- engage,
ever change,
never wholly new.
* 
* 
In Spring  we speak of seeds.
Bundled possibilities
foresee market days hale and fair.
Succulent fruit, trilling herbs,
vitalizing veggies
and all the spicy chatter of conviviality.
* 
First there was the seed
plowed under to taste Earth,
swell with water,
burst into fecund brew designing
cells of chlorophyll to catch the fire,
symbiotically breathe, exchange,
enrich atmosphere, feed broader life
when the warm kiss of Spring
touches the earth,
bringing promise of joyous rebirth.
 
* 
And the sky.
And the breeze
wrinkling the trees.
And the red-pink-blue of sunset, so late
these endless evenings.  Spring, they say.
Dreams of younger days.
Terrified because no safe world awaits,
gives continuity.
 
* 
It was a warm and windy day,
bittersweet in springtime.
The trees, newly leaved,
swayed in the warm, sweet melody.
* 
 
Healing balm of Spring,
washing winter sorrows
in hope of warm tomorrows,
the flowering they bring.
* 
* 
Spring Medley
* 
* 
 
Air clear as a free-running stream
tumbling over country rocks and minty greenery
Clear soft air of early spring
Breathing satsang, reeling eternity,
While running 'cross the straight-lined highway
-- shouting
"Hey sky, embrace me!" shouting
I embrace the air and call it Love.
* 
I love you, love you, love you, love you
I
Form, Words, Action
I in motion
I in tumbling, stumbling, crazy image
kaleidoscope
over 'n' over
love you, love you, love you, love you
Capture the essence for an almost noninstant
Capture the image of groping, grabbing, grasping
gazing heartfelt on release, but
love you, love you, love you, love you
insane, insatiable
cannot touch release of
love you, love you, love you, love you
Smothering in the too pure air.
* 
Hey, Springtime,
got some time to be wasting.
So I tracked a songbird
on a still bare treebranch,
and joined it in song.
What wonder the woods bring.
I can't contain it.
Thistle and briar weeds
cmy imagination,
grow wild and tangly
all through my mind.
* 
 
* 
Aries
* 
* 
Warrior fire ablaze.
Crackling blade upraised.
Roar of vital battle, gains,
ascends o’er night
in song and story.
Forward soar in glory.
(Look at you!
You know we do,
hypnotized awake,
'cause you so fine.)
Beam sunshine, outpace clouds.
Thrill kowtowing crowds.
Keep rambunctious sheep
transfixed with hot, arching flame.
Now bow and jaunt.  Play merry, frilly sprite.
Awed by
shot-loud presence, resonance, disdain,
fawning acolytes applaud.
Proud, sparkling,
charge fiercely into each new
dawn.
Initiate, ignite.
 
* 
 
 

trailing

  

There is a significant difference
between clueless -- which can be
fixed through education --
and nasty asshole
(which needs to be stopped).
 
 
 
There are all manner of
bigots and bullies spewing
delusional rationales.
 
 
 
Too lazy to win by superiority
instead attempts to get ahead
through chicanery.
 
 
 
instead of these pernicious oil pipelines,
why don't we use pipelines to
bring water to arid places?
 
 
 
 
you can't persuade a person to release
an idea they are in thrall to
you can talk with them about it, ask
questions, relate with kindness and interest,
and share your own beliefs and how
you came to them
over time dialog can make a difference
to a formerly closed mind.
 
 
 
As an introvert, I feel
liberated by social distancing,
enjoy the anonymity, sense
of self-security, of masking.
(Isn't it the noisy extraverts
who cause all the trouble?)


3/15-19/21
 

Friday, March 12, 2021

responsibility is social

  

Getting to my wit's end,
my rope's end,
my ability to cope,
pretend, yet again
it will all be better
in the end.
 
 
 
It's a matter of conviction --
what we (writ large) are
willing to condone.
Not ready to put justice
above convenient apathy.
Unable to behave responsibly,
with conviction.
 
 
 
Inside my fantasy
core, root and seed.
Outside sad trance of
our social disease.,
No one succeeds when
success means we never
live in reality.
Feel free, feel abandoned by
who we've been made to be,
outside, without reality.
Breathe in.
Feel alive, a creature of blood,
of air.
Feel free
of despair, of disappointment,
of conditioning to succeed,
as if beholden to
this crippling fantasy.
 
 
 
we waste our precious human lives
trying to be what we are not
to please others doing the same
 
 
 
We travel a descending spiral
as society, the more people
concentrate on entitlement rather
than meaningful responsibility.
 
 
 
I don't know how you learn best.
I am a reader.
I like to get to the source, and
to find the background of the author's
views and the context of the content.
 
 
 
we have to prosecute these police --
every one who kills or nearly kills,
even if they claim it was justified;
there has to be a price to make every cop
think twice before pulling the trigger
 
 
 
 
if the Republicans are so interested in unity,
where is their good faith effort? 
Unity does not mean capitulation to the meanest.
 
 
 
 
cynical, power hoarder McConnell believes
(rightly?) that the American electorate is too apathetic
or low information or weirded out, that if he can stall
and belittle the Dems attempts to do as the people will
they will blame Biden (since the Pres. is mostly their
understanding of government leadership to love or hate)
 
 
 
3/7-10/21

Saturday, March 6, 2021

march of consequence


 I have given

everything
flowing through
my pain, my voice, my
destination, wandering
(not lost)
magic’s universe.
Sparkling space fulfilling
night eyes,
endless need for wonder.
Tell me, I demand,
like a narcissistic child,
your intimate stories,
narratives of layered lives,
or
ask for mine
that I  might truly learn myself
in hearing my explanation
to a you who never knew me
or cared to.
 
 
 
“Power abhors a vacuum” and
Corruption grows unless clearly
opposed.
We will have governments --
the question we confront:
Will ours work effectively for
our benefit?
or not?
 
 
 
March to Peace together --
we shall overcome.

Wednesday, March 3, 2021

Embracing my inner autist

 Know any West Virginians?  Are you

a West Virginian?
Put your legitimate pressure on
your Senator.
Find the others and apply more
pressure.
 
 
 
 
We're always hearing "bad policy!
You will lose us jobs."  Sooooooooooooo
let's find the jobs people need and want
that are not interfered with by the
policies we need and want to make
the communities we would more happily
be part of.
Let's highlight less well known jobs,
how to get the work you want to do,
how to create jobs -- all the nitty gritty,
turning our common needs and desires
the work to create and maintain the
communities we choose, into work for pay
so everyone has the means to trade for,
to vote with our dollars for, the goods and
services to enrich our lives.
Think of these changes not from some
supposed tragedy of jobs lost,
but from the delight of what we can find,
produce, promote.
 
 
 
I'm not a perfect person
But then, I've never met a
perfect person.
I don't even know what one
would look like.
Do you?
 
 
 
True humility
awareness of the vastness
of our ignorance
 
 
 
Games demi-gods play
beyond our understanding
or reality.
 
 
Asked what I would wish if given that option,
 I ask is this one wish, or could it be like
a manifesto of wishes?  I am trying to decide if
there is a magic bullet that could shake people
into consciousness of their self interest in an
attitude of kindness, openness to understanding,
sharing knowledge and resources for mutual
projects for better living, you know, humanity. 
Or could I wish for a magic energy to surround
Earth and heal us?
 
 

 
 
I bear arms -- age related
memory suckage
 
 
3/1-3/21