Tuesday, July 28, 2020

shouldering

He said:  "Not a crutch, but a shoulder."
Spoke to me as I sat alone
pondering sacred surrender.
So imbued in self-responsibility,
in making do to deny desire for more.
So scarred/scared feeling a burden that
none will bear.
Crutches can't be trusted.
Any outside aid so easily denied or
demanding too high a cost.
Yet shoulder to shoulder, if shoulder we find
can be the essence of life
as a gift beyond price.

 
 
 
My values are not based on
"left" or "right", but
wholeness.

 
 
It doesn't need to be about
convincing those who are opposed,
but encouraging and working with
those who create and carry through
useful projects to prove our case.
 
 

7/27/20

Saturday, July 25, 2020

deepening heat

I am so sick of people
refusing to think for themselves
under the rubric
of thinking for themselves.



That I responded to your query or statement
gives you no rightful expectation
of my unpaid labor.


Surrender means
I relinquish responsibility
to worry about my outcome.



It's not really about race
as an anthropological (past)
concept.  It's about one "race"
labeled to allow excuse for
what ought to be considered
savage (less than human) behaviors.



What does it mean for American
democracy when those meant to
represent us elevate the 2nd Amendment
above the 1st?

7/20-24/20

Saturday, July 18, 2020

transitional term


  I know many Americans are less than thrilled by Joe Biden.
However, unless the world ends or changes in ways we have yet to experience,
it will be Trump or Biden in charge after January 2021.
I have started to think of Biden, who is old and I hear has promised a one term presidency,
as the transitional guy while you are looking for your soulmate.


 And Joe is not a lesser evil because he is not evil, merely a flawed mortal like pretty much all of us. Yes, he has some bad ideas, some uncomfortable behaviors -- but don't we all?


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Get started and find out if you are eligible. Go to the State Compendium of Election Worker Laws and Statutes.
Find out if you must be a registered voter in the state.
Find out if there is an age requirement.
Find out if there is a residency requirement.
Find out if a political party affiliation is required.

Then contact your local election office and sign up to be an #Election #Worker. They'd be happy to add you to the Election Day Team!"

Wednesday, July 15, 2020

Facts about Covid19

This seems about right, so I am passing it along. From a friend.
Facts about Covid19:
Chicken pox is a virus. Lots of people have had it, and probably don’t think about it much once the initial illness has passed. But it stays in your body and lives there forever, and maybe when you’re older, you have debilitatingly painful outbreaks of shingles. You don’t just get over this virus in a few weeks, never to have another health effect. We know this because it’s been around for years, and has been studied medically for years.
Herpes is also a virus. And once someone has it, it stays in your body and lives there forever, and anytime they get a little run down or stressed-out they’re going to have an outbreak. Maybe every time you have a big event coming up (school pictures, job interview, big date) you’re going to get a cold sore. For the rest of your life. You don’t just get over it in a few weeks. We know this because it’s been around for years, and been studied medically for years.
HIV is a virus. It attacks the immune system, and makes the carrier far more vulnerable to other illnesses. It has a list of symptoms and negative health impacts that goes on and on. It was decades before viable treatments were developed that allowed people to live with a reasonable quality of life. Once you have it, it lives in your body forever and there is no cure. Over time, that takes a toll on the body, putting people living with HIV at greater risk for health conditions such as cardiovascular disease, kidney disease, diabetes, bone disease, liver disease, cognitive disorders, and some types of cancer. We know this because it has been around for years, and had been studied medically for years.
Now with COVID-19, we have a novel virus that spreads rapidly and easily. The full spectrum of symptoms and health effects is only just beginning to be cataloged, much less understood.
So far the symptoms may include:
Fever
Fatigue
Coughing
Pneumonia
Chills/Trembling
Acute respiratory distress
Lung damage (potentially permanent)
Loss of taste (a neurological symptom)
Sore throat
Headaches
Difficulty breathing
Mental confusion
Diarrhea
Nausea or vomiting
Loss of appetite
Strokes have also been reported in some people who have COVID-19 (even in the relatively young)
Swollen eyes
Blood clots
Seizures
Liver damage
Kidney damage
Rash
COVID toes (weird, right?)
People testing positive for COVID-19 have been documented to be sick even after 60 days. Many people are sick for weeks, get better, and then experience a rapid and sudden flare up and get sick all over again. A man in Seattle was hospitalized for 62 days, and while well enough to be released, still has a long road of recovery ahead of him. Not to mention a $1.1 million medical bill.
Then there is MIS-C. Multisystem inflammatory syndrome in children is a condition where different body parts can become inflamed, including the heart, lungs, kidneys, brain, skin, eyes, or gastrointestinal organs. Children with MIS-C may have a fever and various symptoms, including abdominal pain, vomiting, diarrhea, neck pain, rash, bloodshot eyes, or feeling extra tired. While rare, it has caused deaths.
This disease has not been around for years. It has basically been 6 months. No one knows yet the long-term health effects, or how it may present itself years down the road for people who have been exposed. We literally do not know what we do not know.
For those in our society who suggest that people being cautious are cowards, for people who refuse to take even the simplest of precautions to protect themselves and those around them, I want to ask, without hyperbole and in all sincerity:
How dare you?
How dare you risk the lives of others so cavalierly. How dare you decide for others that they should welcome exposure as “getting it over with”, when literally no one knows who will be the lucky “mild symptoms” case, and who may fall ill and die. Because while we know that some people are more susceptible to suffering a more serious case, we also know that 20 and 30 year olds have died, marathon runners and fitness nuts have died, children and infants have died.
How dare you behave as though you know more than medical experts, when those same experts acknowledge that there is so much we don’t yet know, but with what we DO know, are smart enough to be scared of how easily this is spread, and recommend baseline precautions such as:
Frequent hand-washing
Physical distancing
Reduced social/public contact or interaction
Mask wearing
Covering your cough or sneeze
Avoiding touching your face
Sanitizing frequently touched surfaces
The more things we can all do to mitigate our risk of exposure, the better off we all are, in my opinion. Not only does it flatten the curve and allow health care providers to maintain levels of service that aren’t immediately and catastrophically overwhelmed; it also reduces unnecessary suffering and deaths, and buys time for the scientific community to study the virus in order to come to a more full understanding of the breadth of its impacts in both the short and long term.
I reject the notion that it’s “just a virus” and we’ll all get it eventually. What a careless, lazy, heartless stance.
Protect yourself, protect your family and friends, be a good person and protect those you don’t know. We all have a right to feel safe. Put on a mask and stay at least 6 ft away!

Monday, July 13, 2020

fire water

Don't encourage idiot trolls with argument
Stick a pin in their puffery
(usually a pin made of laughter)
 
 
I am fully capable of separating a person's
good works from their bad behaviors --
applauding the first and condemning the latter.
 
 
Your lies just tell me
not to believe you.
 
 
A troll is a monster that hangs out
under bridges and tries to seduce
travelers into it's stupid, time-wasting
games.
 
 
 
It is not my job to teach
the willfully ignorant.
 
 
Stupid ridicule helps me see
who is not worth notice.
 
 
 
You lazy, ignorant people
 wasting your time arguing about
the ineptitudes of the media –
do your own research.
Don’t you know anyone who knows anyone
who works in a hospital,
who is in a nursing home,
who works any place there has been an outbreak?
Are you really so insulated that

your only source of information is biased media?

Saturday, July 11, 2020

post-eclipse pre-Mercury Direct

When I saw the Moon outside my window,
up in the South corner
of a somewhat clouded sky,
it was eerily red with black shadow,
not looking like the Moon
but more a strange portent.
 
 
 
I've been thinking about autism. 
People so diagnosed make up a
significant number worldwide. 
There is no actual test for diagnosis,
but rather subjective interpretations
by mental health professionals based
on subjective reports from the patient
and their family. 
Autistic spokespeople say it is not a disease
or disorder, but a neurological difference
from what is considered the norm. 
So just what is this autism
and how ought it be viewed?
 
 
 
 
"cancel culture" as far as I can see
is just responding to the customers' desires --
nothing strange for businesses of all kinds,
and nothing strange about some who buck
the trend for the customers left out
 
 
 
 
so, you would have the Trump regime
destroy all of us so you can feel right?
How does that make you any better
than the Trumpette Republicans?
The point is to get the mad man out
and then use the solidarity and tactics
learned fighting Trump to keep the new
regime in line while we prepare
for better future candidates.
 
 
 
 
 
this could be such a wonderful opportunity
for so many people to figure out how
to create income-making businesses that
help with the needs the virus has made evident,
to figure out better ways of conducting business
in these circumstances, to break out of bad work
situations while adapting to different conditions,
and so forth
 
why do we insist on going back to what
clearly was not working well for so many?
 
 
 
 
Tear down those monuments to death
Plant living trees
 
 
 
We find they lied when they testified
they were attacked (in fear for their lives)
How can we believe they were ever
in danger?  How now excuse their violence?
 
 
 
Take the consciousness to feel alive.
 
 
 
It's both!
The glass:  half empty/half full
Empty of what we have lost
along the way
Full of what we have to build on.
 
 
 
The one life I have
gvien over to
Greedy Old Penises
 
 
 

7/5-10/20

Sunday, July 5, 2020

eclipse epiphany

it's not really about such social constructs
 as race, gender, religion, national origin
-- it's people deciding they like harming
and making up excuses to say
harming these is alright
 
 
 
The Conservative Eugenics unspoken premise: 
Everyone must be born. 
Then we get to torture/kill the ones
we disapprove of.
 
 
 
It's not that we don't have time. 
Most of us don't prioritize democracy,
or even think about it much or at all.
 
 
 
Two sides implies a 2-D world.
In reality there are always more --
the obvious opponents,
and everyone else.
 
 
 
It is so easy to complain
and so difficult to do useful,
meaningful work
Yet people doing that work
get so additionally  burdened
by fools demanding their sovereign
right to complain.
 
 
 
What everybody knows
is often just what most of us
are too lazy or uncaring to question
 
 
 
 
As Eclipse epiphany I realize, I write as a form of worship.
 
 
 

7/4-5/20

Wednesday, July 1, 2020

the fog of social media

Whatever you say translates as
"blah, blah, blah"
through the filter of your
lack of credibility.
I worry that people are not
being treated (or even seen to have)
for underlying conditions that sap
the energy from what we need to succeed
in our daily lives, but rather are mistreated
for a thing the docs like to call "depression"
that they blame the patient for not responding
to their theorized "cures"  escalate mistreatments
that make the situation worse both from the
underlying ignored issue and convincing people
they are broken by a nonexistent malady because
the treatment actually needed is denied as is the
reality of all these suffering maligned.
Okay, I get it -- the people presumed to be dying:
those of color, of age, of pre-existing conditions
-- those cost/benefit gives reason to be happy
to lose.
Stuff I've lived through -- long before
the fog of social media

6/29-7/1/20