libra/scorpio thots

I tried,

and tried

to find a way through,

me and you

friends, partners,

mother &daughter,

a way to be wanted,

beloved, believed in,

part of a family,

welcome home.

I tried, though you’d died

to flay my mistaught mind

to justify my life

to finally live up to your standards

(despite that you never exemplified,

showed me how)

You took too much,

gave naught but guilt and

difficult memories.

Let go, let go, let go.

Let this end time be

for me.

 

 

 

 

where are the real Republicans

the real Conservatives

the real people who actually think, consider, and have strong principles about their duties?

I remember, they used to be everywhere

bit by bit by bitterness they have succumbed

to mere madness loosed upon this dying world

 

 

 

 

 

all the lonely people

 

wander halls filled with lonely people

 

cry silently for connection

 

without connecting

 

 

10/20-24/19